Fractured, Yet Whole: Crazy Quilts and Stain Glass

 

Text:  John 9:2-3 and Corinthians 1:18-25

Mar. 6, 2005

Aldersgate UMC

 

I.                   Working with Stain Glass

a.     Process

                                                              i.      Score, and break pieces

                                                            ii.      Sand them off

                                                          iii.      Wrap in foil

                                                         iv.      Solder back together

b.    Creating the wheat

                                                              i.      Missed individual kernels, too small

                                                            ii.      Settled for cattails

                                                          iii.      See the moon

c.     Great metaphor

                                                              i.      Spiritual lives

                                                            ii.      Christian message

 

II.                What do we see in the gospel lesson?

a.     The blindness as a problem to be overcome, like disciples

                                                              i.      Blind form birth literally means “born from mother’s womb”

                                                            ii.      gives rise to question suggesting sin in womb

1.    illness seen as punishment for one’s own sin

2.    parent’s quilt punished in children

b.    Or like Jesus who sees a gift that makes possible the miracle of God

                                                              i.      the man not the disability

                                                            ii.      disability is opportunity for miracle

                                                          iii.      Transform the why?

                                                         iv.      to purpose

                                                           v.      miracles are works of God, symbols of god’s presence

c.     Jesus invites us into a new way of seeing

                                                              i.      Fractured, yet whole

 

III.             How can we be broken, fractured, and whole all at the same time?

a.     Many places that are fractured

                                                              i.      Lives

                                                            ii.      World

                                                          iii.      Church

b.    Sin wrapped up in this brokenness, but not just sin

                                                              i.      Sin about being human

                                                            ii.      Pain and loss about being human

1.    answer to not feeling hurt is to not love

                                                          iii.      love defines who we are as humans

 

IV.            open our eyes by following the way of Christ

a.     Nouwen articulates this way

                                                              i.      Face our brokenness squarely

1.    go to the cross

                                                              i.      Put it under a blessing

1.    see it in a new light, not as victim, but as opportunity for a miracle

b.    Too often we let our brokenness lie under a curse

                                                              i.      confirmation that we are not beloved

                                                            ii.      we are worthless, useless

                                                          iii.      when something bad happens,

1.    we ask “why?” just like disciples

2.    seduces and leads to living under curse

                                                         iv.      rather than being seduce by “why?”

1.    know that God walks with us through

2.    opportunity for a miracle

 

c.     Talk about Carole’s death

                                                              i.      Great loss and pain, let it lie under curse, asked why?

                                                            ii.      God walking with me

                                                          iii.      God right beside me

1.    preparing eulogy

2.    serving RC Eucharist

                                                         iv.      miracle of Carole’s death

                                                           v.      Blessing of God touched my brokenness

 

 

d.    Gerald Sittser, A Grace Disguised

                                                              i.      Helped me to see

1.    can choose to run from the loss or to face it as best we can 

                                                            ii.      Sittser in taking his baby steps into own loss

1.    discovered another decision

2.    realized that the experience of loss does not have to be the defining moment in one’s life. 

3.    “Instead, the defining moment can be our response to the loss.” 

4.    talking about two deaths. 

a.     a loved one dies

b.    in response to death

5.    not talking about avoiding grief

a.     rather, allowing oneself to journey into the darkness.

6.    In journey of grief brought on by death,

a.     individuals make a decision to choose life over death.

b.    India and Sri Lanka  

7.    Remember, whenever there is a physical death, there is potential for a spiritual death and that second death is a choice.                 

 

V.               Invited to look at our broken lives from God’s perspective

a.     Cross becomes opportunity for God to come into the world

                                                              i.      Incarnation leads to cross

                                                            ii.      Brokenness leads to glory

b.    Foolishness of the cross

                                                              i.      Opens our eyes to a new way of seeing

                                                             ii.      Turns the world on end

c.     Transform brokenness

                                                              i.      Rather than seeing the blindness, look for the miracle

                                                            ii.      Face it squarely and put your life under a blessing

                                                          iii.      Testify to this because it works

d.    Fractured yet whole through God’s love and grace