Monday February 25, 2008

Luke 22:44:
And being in anguish, he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground.[a]

Anguish is a heavy word.  Similar words are agony, suffering, grief, torment, pain, sorrow, distress.  Not words we like to hear, even less we like to experience.  Yet I suspect that life for each of us has borne our share of anguish.  I have been in anguish over extremely painful circumstances in my life; because of difficulties my loved ones were experiencing; due to unresolved vocational conflicts; for the children with whom I work and for whom life holds so little promise of happiness.  Anguish.  There have been those moments when I’ve asked myself, is it worth it?  Why bother?  Give up and find some easier way than plowing through this quagmire of misery.  I’ve been there, and I’m guessing so have you.  Perhaps right now is that point in your life’s journey.  Anguish.

Jesus was facing the crisis of ultimate dimensions.  He realized that time was short and the anguish he felt, I believe, was not fear of death, but the nagging fear that he had not fulfilled what God had planned for him.  Was he going to let God down?  Had he led his disciples and followers down to a dead end, literally?  The Gospel writer describes the scene using the powerful image of sweating blood.  Anguished, but yet not defeated.  In just moments, Jesus would get up and face the world once again, persisting in his quest to complete the task, not out of a sense of duty or owing it to God, but because of Jesus’ love for God and unlimited love for humanity.

With that kind of love on our side, our call during this Lenten season is to keep on the journey way.  We continue in the process, stay open to the strength of God’s gentle Spirit when anguish overtakes us, and persevere in faithful confidence that God is present.  God’s power in us can overcome any obstacle, as Jesus was able to overcome even death on a cross.  Easter provides us the assurance that we can persevere when we feel like giving up. 

 

 

PRAYER: Strengthen me, God, so that I might be able to fight through the anguishes in my life and carry out your plans on earth and in heaven.  Amen.

                                                                                                                                         


Tuesday February 26, 2008

Luke 8:15:
But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.

In this parable of the sower who went out to sow his seed Jesus teaches us to be like the seed that, “fell on good ground, and sprang up, and bare fruit an hundredfold.”

This parable highlights the potential of a single seed to provide a “hundredfold” of nourishment, but the right environment is required.  God’s word lived with “patience” and “an honest and good heart” constitutes that environment.  The remainder of the parable is about seeds that failed to bare fruit because that environment didn’t exist.

This parable has special meaning to me.  Growing up on a wheat farm in western Kansas, I became painfully aware of the many times the wheat seed did not yield nourishing mature grain.  The picture is of my brother, Royce, in 2002 when the crop was good.  But, often the rain is not sufficient, and when it is, there remain grass hoppers, fungus, and late freezes.  One year when the crop had survived all those threats and promised a “hundredfold” yield, I went with our son, John, to help with the harvest and the night before we were to begin, a tremendous storm with hail destroyed it all.

In this season of Lent we should be mindful of the “good ground” of God’s word and have patience and a good heart so that we might help multiply the fruit of love and forgiveness for which Jesus came.

Prayer:

Help us to be fertile soil so that the grace of Jesus might multiply on this earth.         Amen.

 


Wednesday February 27, 2008

 

Hebrews 12:1:God Disciplines His Sons

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

 

 

When I enter into an old church building or a cathedral for the first time, I always have a sense that I am surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses.  In this place, people have worshiped and prayed and sung and offered themselves to God for generations.  People have come to this community of believers in order to be surrounded by the faithful and to have their lives enriched by through its ministries.  People have died from this community, leaving behind those with whom they’ve had Bible studies and served in soup kitchens.

 

 

Unfortunately, this first verse of Hebrews simply isn’t enough for perseverance.  Certainly, being surround by other believers and the competition of running a race is encouraging.  However, the only means to perseverance when others fail to bring us encouragement is found in the next verse.  Hebrews 12:2 says that we must be “looking to Jesus… who for the sake of the joy that was set before him endured the cross.” Jesus sacrificed his own life for our reconciliation with God.  Therefore, not only can we persevere through whatever challenges us in life, but we must persevere because we have been reconciled to the source of all life.  With our minds and wills set firmly on Jesus we find both the courage and the example for the great cloud of witnesses who make up the church and for our own lives of devotion. 

 

 

 

 


Thursday February 28, 2008

 

Matthew 4:10:

Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: 'Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.'[a]"

 

I stand at the library table at First Church and survey the options for the Lenten Devotional.  Oh, this year we have themes.  “Perseverance”.  I can relate to that.  But I decided to avoid this verse.  I might have to dig too deeply.  So I decided to let God direct what I might write about.  So I let David pick a verse for me.  He handed me the one I didn’t want.  Not that I think one shouldn’t worship God and him only, it’s just that I don’t feel that successful at putting Satan away from me.  In fact I have real trouble accepting that the Devil is more than a concept rather than a fact even though evil seems to have persisted through time.  Satan has probably deluded me into that degree of doubt because Jesus certainly accepted the existence of the Evil One.

 

The story of the temptation of Jesus is told in variation in three of the Gospels.  John skips it and goes right from Jesus baptism by John directly into the beginnings of His ministry.  (I’ve always wondered how anyone knew this occurred in order to have written about it.  Jesus comes back from near starvation in the wilderness and starts to recruit disciples and one day at lunch says, “Man, you guys won’t believe what I had to go through to get here…”  Or, maybe:  “Let me tell you what happens if you don’t get enough to eat.”)

 

But there’s no doubt this really is a story about Perseverance and that we are all faced with the options of follow Satan or God in the similar ways that Jesus was.  We [I] too are tempted to seek relief from our suffering by looking for someone to blame rather than relying on God’s Grace.  We too are tempted to test God if only because our faith is too weak to trust Him.  We too are tempted to put our faith in materialism or the next pop culture remedy that comes along in order to increase our lot in life rather than worshiping God alone.  In the end, the Devil’s persistence could not outlast Jesus’ Perseverance even in his famished weakness.  Jesus tells the Devil to “BE GONE!” and so away the Devil goes and Jesus is waited on by the angels.  Perseverance in Faith was a necessity for Jesus’ journey through his Wilderness; it is a necessity for our Journey as well.

 

Lord God,

We pray that we may recognize when we are being tempted.  We pray that we may persevere in our faith in you in the face of temptation.  We pray that we may live by Jesus’ example and can send Evil away from us by our words and our actions.                     Amen


Friday February 29, 2008

 

Isaiah 53:7:

He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth.

 

As I sit here and prepare to put thoughts to paper I am truly wondering why I chose this scripture.  I believe I was drawn by the word OBEDIENCE- the categorical listing for this particular passage.

 

I must admit I am not a fan of the word obedience.  I think of dogs attending obedience schools, and “love, honor and obey” for husbands and wives (or is that just for wives!), and “She’s such an obedient child” meaning children should be seen and not heard. There is a very short definition in the dictionary for obedient or obedience- doing what one is told to do. Now don’t get me wrong- I was a very obedient child and even an obedient teenager!  And looking back on it I tended not to speak up for myself or step out of line.

 

So- what to think of Jesus’ model from the Old Testament- like a lamb led to the slaughter, with not a “mumblin’ word”.  And should this then be our model when we are faced with our own oppression, injustice, affliction.  I believe that the companion word  to obedience is TRUST.  We first must trust the object of our obedience.

 

A child believes that his parents are the most important people in the world, the source of food, physical comfort and love.  As each day of a newborn’s life passes he grows into loving and trusting the people that are his world- his family.  This trust and love brings forth his/her first steps in obedience. 

 

God the creator asks us to trust, sometimes to trust and wait, sometimes to trust and love, sometimes to trust and obey.  The stronger our relationship with God the easier it is to trust, even when the road is long and the way is dark.  And perhaps when the love is strong the heart obeys with ease.  And it becomes a gift to obey rather than a command.

 

So Love, Trust, and Obedience, playing back and forth, one giving life to the other.

 

Lord show me the joyful way  -  the way to love, the way to trust, and the way to obey.

 

 


Saturday March 1, 2008

 

John 15:10

“If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his love.”

 

 

As I consider how this scripture speaks to me, I start with the meaning of the two verbs ‘keep’ and ‘abide’.  In this context, I apply ‘keep’ as both (1) to maintain for use or service (they’re not just good advice, the commandments are useful to me in my daily life), and (2) to celebrate and to observe (because I intend to follow the commandments with joy and awareness).  I understand ‘abide’ to mean both (1) to remain in a place and (2) to dwell or sojourn.

 

 

According to Matthew 22:36-40, the greatest commandment is “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind,” and the second is “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.”  Thus, when I keep these two greatest commandments, I am putting love into practice in thought and deed in my relationship not only with God, but also in my relationships with other people.  Is this the full meaning of abiding in God’s love?

 

 

I think that there’s more to what it means to abide in God’s love.  I think that I also should choose to ‘remain in a place’ and ‘dwell’ in a space where I allow myself to have a connection with God and tend to my spiritual growth.  I accept the challenge to quiet my restlessness during my busy daily schedule; I also acknowledge that God is here with me along every step of the way and deserves more time and effort from me than what’s left over after other demands from the rest of my life.  I choose to abide in God’s love.   


Sunday March 2, 2008

Philippians 2:8:
And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself
     and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!

He humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death—even death on a cross.

I have always thought I was a rather obedient person;  however, my mother would probably laugh at that assumption.  She tells stories of my resistance to doing what was expected of me quite often.  If I am truly honest about it, I am a pretty passive-aggressive person.  I don’t like conflict, so I don’t openly rebel, but I am a master of procrastination.  I frequently put off the things I don’t want to do or don’t want to face with a zillion rational excuses.

When I read the passage for today, I have to really look inward and ask, “Could I do that?”  “Would I have lots of excuses about putting off my obedience to God?”  I am afraid I would not be able to be that obedient.  Could I be as obedient as Abraham when he took Isaac up on the mountain?  Or, would I have said, “OK, God, as soon as I can get to it, but right now I have to read this article.”

Obedience is not an easy concept when called to do difficult things, especially face persecution or death.  Fortunately for most of us, we aren’t asked to go to that extreme very often.  But even so, what are the things God is asking us to do that we passively-aggressively avoid?  How can I be a more obedient  Christian in my life?  What is God calling us at First Church to do that we are making excuses about?  What steps can we take to change our behaviors?  And then, there is that word, “he humbled himself”.  Hmmm…another tough one.  Humility and obedience do seem to go hand in hand.  I can’t be cocky or proud and obedient at the same time.  How do I first learn not to assume my needs or wants are the most important, so that I can be obedient to God’s desires?  It seems I have a lot of work to do, how about you?

This week as you meditate on God’s love for us, think about your ability to be obedient.

An activity you can share with the children in your family:

Play a game like Simon Says, or Mother May I, to practice listening and following directions.  Then talk about how that game is like following God’s word.  End your play time and discussion with a simple prayer:

Dear God, help us to listen to your word, and to follow what you are leading us to do and be, even though it may be different that what we think.  Help us to obey.  Amen.